Never.
My mom and sister are still in, and i feel bad for them.
I was delusional and living their (WTS’) lie without realizing it. Most every JW is in the delusion. I can’t help but feel bad for them.
After leaving, I realized how much needless guilt I felt while attending. I felt I could never live up to their standards and always felt guilt for one thing or another.
Fu*k em. No more guilt.